It's been a while since I'vebeen here but to be fair I've just moved and started my first full time job so I'm not beating myself up or anything. Any way at my new job I feel so awkward, I guess it's because there's an age age gap between me and everyone else and I think my perosnality s just a bit awkward to begin with begin with but I don't really know how to talk to everyone naturally, I think it's osmething that will get better over time though as I get to know people. Other than that my parents visited me on the weekend and we had a really nice time we wnet out for dinner both nights which is a real treat and we allso went on a couple of walks which was really nice, I ifnd it's actually easier to speak to them when spending less time with them ,I think it's because the time that we are speding together is just more prescious. It's so lonely up here, it's my first time living alone and I'm not really the most extroverted or the best at making friends.
Desite that I am grateful to be here though,I'm also grateful that I semi know how to cook and I've been able to eat fairly healthily, and I'm grateful for my friends and family making the effort to keep in contact with me, everyone's pretty busy at the moment starting uni so I appreciate it every time that they reach out
That's all for today xx