I wanna go home

baack to diary

I feel as if there are so many things that i want and need to leanr that I actualy feel overwhelmed by it all. I'm so bad at organising myself and actually sticking to my plans(part of that is due to a phone addiction and I think I might have ADHD) that most of the time I'm not doing the things that I am interested in and I feel so disapoimted that I haven't made the progress that I wish I had and I feel as if so much of my time si wasted on scrolling. I know a lot of people struggle with this but I still find it so frustrating

I want to spend some time talking about the things that I'm grateful for because i'm usually doomy and gloomy so it's an imprtant thing to focus on so I don't start feeling sorry for myself . I'm grateful that the weather was really geourgous today and I got to see my friend and thats enough. I always felt as if i had to come with a hundred things to try to think about when doing gratefulness diaries and that turned it into a competition/chore for myself but good weather and seeing my friend is really enough to be grateful for